I hate collections

debt collectors always make me sound like I am the asshole.

god damn it.

lady tells me that this shit is court ordered, that a sheriff can come over to my house and look through all my stuff and sell what he wants.

"If i were you i wouldn't want people to sell all my stuff.

i told her to look see, i don't really have much stuff, and the stuff i do have isn't really sellable. they can try if they want.

"You really don't seem worried about this whole thing do you?" she says.

"I'm really not, " i say tiredly (she woke me up from a wonderful nap...)
"well if it were me i would be worried.
are you working so you can pay it off?"
"no, i have just quit my job." i tell her.

"are you looking for another one?"
"Yeah i guess so," i didnt want to get into my personal theology of hitchhiking and such to some lady on the phone, even if she was prying into my life.

this lady was P I S S E D
she had nothing more to say, so she told me good luck with much spite and told me goodbye.

i tried to kindly return the farewell but i was the only one who heard it through the receiver due to the fact that she had rapidly hung up.


I don't get these people, when i have a job i care about it, but i don't let it become my life. after all, its just a job. but i think some people make their job their lives....
thats scary that this lady really "cares" about getting someone else's money back. especially when the place that i owed money to brainwashed me and ripped me off in their own fucking televangelist ways.
Besides what the fuck do they think they will get out of reposessing my stuff?
what are they going to take? My record player? its worth maybe 30 bucks.
my books will only get them another 20$
my clothing maybe another 20$
the bike isn't technically mine, so they cant take that.
the only valuable things i have are my notebooks.
and thats only valuable to me....so they take my 50$ worth of shit for a debt they want me to pay of 1600$
Oh, i see...i really am the asshole.