Thursday, October 16, 2008
...,,,///hhhyyy,,,<<<<
under the weight of expectation.
Saving the world with blankets tied to our necks,
we like to pretend.
Most people are like rabbits on a treadmill
Showing off how fast they are running
but not really going anywhere.
I would have thought that re-birthing would be easier
But escaping the womb hurts no matter how many times you try it.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
66 Just that closer to the beast
Watch me
You couldn’t watch me from afar
And I was…susceptible
Too many things in this house were broken
Including the family
We were only doing what
We thought
Was best
But now we doubt ourselves
I am just a script man
I only write the stories
And I never act them out
These people around me are the actors
And I have always felt doubt
Always
They never understood my writing
As chaotic as it might be
And I am only just A coward
A Serpant
A Man
Behind the curtain
Don’t lead me to my fate
For I have seen it before
You have ever known of it
I have seen the resurrection
And I am
Just the ply wood
Just the nail
Just the crown of thorns
I am only here
To inflict pain
