Cave Quake

Beyond Good and evil,
a door slams.
my body shakes in convulsing sickness,
and I retrace my footsteps until i find the place
where I played god.
My mother was a cave
and I was nourished
in her womb;
Birthing out to
fire, and the totality
of my jealous mistress.
Somewhere along the lines
i thought i could save myself.
Instead i become feeble,
and savior reveals itself
as just another word
for adultery.

Upon Awakening.

The free fall of awakening:
Vision mocking white noise, until
my eyes open to carpet and bread crumbs.
I am silent on the ground,
as i remember the sound, and feeling,
of air running
past my ears and through my hair.
Hands catch the warm currents,
and pass back into cold.
My eyes watered by the sharp sting
of the wind in my face,
only to be conscious again
and know only of sad tears.
What once was beautiful,
is now lost.
Dreams fade every day,
leaving scars in familiar landmarks.
I still feel the undertow,
and the ocean is still apart of me;
as i have yet to merge
and let it take hold.

Squid

When the squid are brought into conscious evolution
I will demand equal rights
I will hold up a sign in front of their universities and scream, holding a sign.
“People are squid as well”
and demand free education and health care.
Because insurance will be fraudulent
and I wont see a single dime I spent into their vortex.
I will look into their glossy eyes and slap away their tentacles.
and demand justice.
“WE HAVE BEEN HERE FOR CENTURIES; AND NOW THAT YOU HAVE EVLOVED, YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST COME INTO OUR LIVES AND SHOW US UP BY HAVING BETTER HEALTH CARE AND EDUCATION?”
and I will tell them that they are jerks and don't care about lesser evolved species such as I.
The squid will telekineticly communicate back to me to shut up and get back in my place as a lesser being.
Homo-sapien-sapien
And I will quietly do so.
Because I will be surrounded by so much apathy,
I wont be allowed to feel bad about anything.